Confused In A Man's Body

I have been feeling a lot of confusion lately. I do somewhat feel the female in a man's body "thing" but that does not really describe the way I have been in the last week or so. What seems to be troubling me is going out in public dressed as female. I live outside the big city life in an area which is populated by people that see things as a male should dress male and female, female. I do not depend on these people for anything so I try not to care, but still find myself getting uncomfortable around them. Such as when I go to a market for food or a restaurant and such things public. This appears to be an overblown thing in my own mind but I seem not completely convinced of that yet. I keep thinking that these people, which I have known for years, are not used to me dressed female. Maybe most of them just do not care what I do... Maybe I should ask some of them... Maybe not... What do you think, leave a comment below.
Much love,
Semjaza